I started to keep a diary in a notebook awhile ago and one of the first things I wrote in it was that I'd rather suck a Big Black Cock than do anything except eat a nice hairy pussy. It felt so good to write it down, and I had it under my pillow. Later that night a girl who reminded me of a skankier version of an ex girlfriend i had was at a friend's house and she had nowhere to stay so I invited her over to be nice. Plus I was super horny for her. Long story short I forgot about the diary and left her in my room alone for a bit. I was humiliate d when I found the notebook cause I know this street-wise skank read it and knew me to my soul. She kept calling me a faggot and I was humiliated but I loved it. I worshiped her feet and pussy that night. I knew I was her bitch from then on and she owned my ass. She started calling me a faggot in front of a few of her friends and I ran errands for them. Unfortunately, I was too much of a pussy for her and she dropped me. A shame cause id still do almost anything for her. I thought I'd be her pussy and ass and foot attendee, and then she could peg me and call me a faggot. My fantasy, not hers I guess.
I don't think I'm a sissy or gay but I'm down for some BBC worship. And it feels good to admit it. I had a Mistress for a little bit and she was concerned about my love for sucking cock. I downplayed it but she was right. I don't want to live without it. I absolutely love women and love to eat pussy and I also love to worship BBC. I was born for it.